I'm still confused, still contemplating, still undecided. So when Michele caught me on IM, I requested for one more day. Just ONE more day!
I told myself that I have to make the conclusion soon, by hook or by crook - no more delays and not to let any emotional attachments to screw up my decision making any more.
That's it! I'm came back to my Seri Kembangan house, locked my room and just thought about this. No more of "should I stay or should I go" argument within myself.
Yes, I still have a lot to achieve here. Yes, I have a lot friends. Yes, my pay and benefits are good. And yes, my performance have been rewarded accordingly throughout my time here. But then no, I could have changed the mindset and culture of the people ere. And no, I should did some things differently. One thing for sure though - I gave my best and all in everything I did here, nothing more, nothing less and I'm damn proud of it!
After all said and done, it's down to what I want. What's good for my future, my career and my growth as an individual in the society.
I can do this and I will do this - end off! Tomorrow will end all my confusion and decide the next chapter of my career.
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